Grief

Grief of losing is real.

The feeling is real.

The struggle is real.

The pain is real.

The numbness is real.

The lost is real.

I'm still trying to digest these emotions.

I'm still trying to smile.

I'm still trying to accept that this is life.

I'm still trying to gain strength to come back to me.

I'm still trying to adjust to new habits.

I'm still trying.

I appreciate the attentions.

I don't want to see pity in your eyes.

I don't want hugs.

I want to get out of this black hole.

I want to think of work.

I want to be useful.

I want spring to be here.

Pike & Rose - 03162021